argh...

MESS is telling me all sorts of things tat are making me crazy.. this farking friend of his... which i dunno who...is making me all messed up... so wad... so wad if NiCe is trying to make me his gf.. it has gt nth to do with this busybody... fark ... it just spoils my day...and stupid me actually say things like "scratch her face" and all tat to MeSS... argh.. think i'm gg crazy... i'm saying things tat i know i wun do...argh....

He keeps saying his life is ending and all.. i dunno who the hell or where in the world he got this idea...i'm gg crazy with all this nonsense...

damn..why am i such an emotional person... if i haf remain still and nt be moved by him in the first plc.. i guess my life shld be different nw... yes i know he is trying to save me from trouble but hw trustworthy can this friend of his be.. i.. or rather we always believe things tat we see with our own eyes... bt i dunno if he has lost his judgement this time...

he ask me to which friend will I choose if I am given a choice... I said I will rather be alone... I hate choosing... I hate making decisions... he said i will be able to see where my heart belongs to... in a clearer view... bt nw my heart stands at where it is... it's within me and nt moving away at all... at least I'm learning to love myself nw...