love the shirt that I've chosen for him...so handsome la... hehe...

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什么地方 整年不会下雨
总晴朗着 像不曾为谁 伤过心
讨厌自己 失去任何东西
也不争取 习惯了去压抑
我以为我们很接近
却始终存在着差距
其实我都明白
我不要到最后
你的温柔 只是同情
你唯一犯的错 是比谁都疼我
害怕我难过 才不离开我
请不要拥抱我 心却是冰冷的 别对不起
我唯一犯的错 是我太怕寂寞
才把不属于 当成一种自由
我应该让你走 虽然很痛
这样的决定 竟然有点 感动
或许现在放手 是体贴的举动
因为你爱我 不该有苦衷
请不要安慰我 你也是脆弱的 别对不起
我成长了许多 也诚实了很多
我相信过程 学会不问结果
你应该让我走 别再辩驳
在很久很久以后 我们会懂
efficiency or productivity?
this can nvr happen at the same time… but some people just don’t understand the theory behind…cus they have nothing better to do in Netherlands…
…can’t stop smiling when those things you said
keeps spinning in my head…
…though there’s no definition that it will happen but i am still
happy cause you’ve made the effort to plan…
…love you…
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Jan 4th, 2010
going back to morning shift = more life after work
yeah, yeah, yeah
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… out in da sun today…
… not da beach but the field … Canberra Secondary… weird school name to be found in Singapore…
take up blading course
change a new job (if only possible.. not sure.. contemplating..)
earn more money (can’t it just drop from the sky… so tired earning…)
be less lazy ( i’ve been pampered for more than a year and it’s time to get back on my ass )
lose a few kilos (plan is to lose many many but no confidence la.. so a few shld be ok… hehe )
nice trip out (at least one with the gers, one with my dearest and maybe one with the colleagues..)
get something nice from Victoria’s Secret (the name is no longer affecting me… woohoo ~)
get my fibroid scanning done (I've been delaying and auntie keeps nagging)
be super sweet on CNY to get more angbaos (before time runs out)
be nicer to Mr Chen (I know I’ve been nasty and mean… will try my best to be beta k)
be less wishy-washy so Mr Chen don’t always have to wait for me outside the office..
accompany Miss Su to try her gown (super excited abt it if this is in her plan…)
save more, spend less (keeping fingers crossed) ~~ friends know I can’t but I’ll try…
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANNA ~~@
At least a fine finishing…
Work was crazy… crazy as in colleagues all went bonkers… laughter everywhere… lame jokes going around…
a croissant from Burger King was at my desk when I arrived at work… breakfast from my senior… whoooshh…
drank so much to quench my thirst from all the laughter…
Ended the year pleasantly with my beloved Mr Chen and my family….