Refreshing Course

made it to work within 20 mins drive... den to Dear's hse within 10 mins from office... clever Shurrly... finally can make it abit liao... hehe...comparing to before i feel tat i'm so much beta today... i tink this has got to do with alot of understanding from the car owner ba... he has NEVER stressed me abt issues like "how are we gg to pay if u meet with an accident?", "even if u nvr hit other cars but something else, still need to repair"... I'm very clear tat i haf to take note of these things and instead he kept encouraging me to try... i feel like a butterfly having a new life...learning in a different way...it's so refreshing and i've nw come to realise that I can still be myself even in a r/s... there's no restrictions... no obligations... *floating in the sky*

taking turns...

am still sick... brought a whole pack of my medicine to work and my colleagues were shocked that my bag of med has grown so big.. lol~

headed straight to dear's hse after work... stupid taxi uncle chat with me.. go one big round ard tampines before arriving and it cost me 9 bucks to get frm bedok to tampines~!!! damn...

Dear is so sick and nw it's my turn to take care of him... I passed the virus to him...

Mummy Chen is so cute... she's so worried abt him...been busy whole day just to ensure that he is ok... called her in the afternoon to check on him just in case this naughty boy refuse to eat den i'll take cab over to pull him out of his bed... hiak hiak hiak...

It's so sweet of Daddy & Mummy Chen... when the both of them stood and look at their son... Mr Chen~! pls be good ok, they love you and you know it...

nice mag to have

finally got to own my very first copy of the COSMOPOLITAN magazine from UK... have been hesitating to get the magazine since years back as it cost $15 back then and now it’s $16.20...

PMS...

not having menses but feel frustrated these few days... my fever is killing me and i've been sick for 1 damn week... nw my voice is gg too.. fiak...really hate the weather... every year ard this time...hate summer...

poor baby is suffering from my "abuse" hehe.. poor boy have to juggle between his work, his family, friends, soccer and me...

upon saying this ... sometimes it's really nice being single cus u'll haf all the time u need ... though can be lonely at times but still u'll haf ur friends ard u ... but as he stepped into my life things changed ... we had more adventures than I can imagine ... and I have more time with my friends than before ... he will go out with us if he is not working that day... even if it's just shopping... and he will remind me to date my friends when I've been lazing ard during his work daes ... *sweet*

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tdy is the 3rd time tt i've visited the doc in a week... and i'm finally down with fever...duh... has been feeling feverish but tot tat it's just the weather... and tdy doc ask if i wan MC for tmr... I went "no...i'm on training tmr..." den he sighed and said "but u're having fever now..." hehe the stubborn me still won afterall... we shall see hw ba.. most prob i shld be able to pull tonight... with baby's TLC and the medicines...

MC MC MC...

am finally down today... had a bad diarrhea this morning... went to the doc she press my tummy damn hard.. fiak... do i look like i'm just gg for MC and sacrificing my bonus? duh~

money makes the world goes round.. tat's wad i noe for sure...

heard this song frm BY2 while I was driving home.. damn nice... i tink i really like them.. so sweet...

曲名：Don't Go Away 歌手：by2

Don't Go Away - by2

作词: Miko & Yumi & Acid Pang
作曲: Miko & Yumi & Wilson Tan & Zennon Goh

Looking through your eyes
there’s nothing to hide
And you’re no longer mine
How could I survive when you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high?

Can’t stop the tears from fallin’
We used to be so fine
when you walked into my life
I tried to reach out for you just to be with you
My heart is breakin'

Don’t Don’t Go Away
Baby, don’t you know, I miss you so
Don’t Don’t Go Away
I’ve never been on my own before

Wooh…. Oh….
Can’t you hear me just take me with you
So don’t don’t go away

Don’t Don’t Go Away
Baby, don’t you know, I miss you so
Don’t Don’t Go Away
I’ve never been on my own before
So won’t you feel my heartbeat once more

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someone gave me a questionnarie session the other day...

"Shurrly, why are u always surrounded by guys?" hell.. no.. i'm surrounded by lots of gers too... hello~~ and she continued asking...

"haf u been cheated or dumped?" well yes... was cheated once...and i hope tat will be the last...

"why?" well.. cus i love my bf... and he completes me... hehe...*cheezy*

"aren't u afraid of guys cheating again?" hmm I still do.. and it did left a big scar, literally, in my heart...a lesson that i'll nvr forget in my life...

"do u hate the ger?" initially no.. graduallly yes...as I tink abt wad I've been thru at tat period of time...and she dated my then bf on my birthday!!!!!

"why?" becus i dun even noe her & she choose to hurt me...and wad's worse.. she's fugly...i'm nt pretty but I've my own trait and all she do is copying other ppl's style (bob head??it looks more like boobs head) and snatching other ppl's rubbish... *boo*

"wad do u name her if u really haf to speak abt her?" it's no other than BITCH that is more suitable for her...but i try to keep it to the minimal cus I dun wanna waste my silva on tat tad-glam word...

**time to go back to work** -- really hate it when ppl haf to ask me things related to u... i dun miss u and i hate u...still...

visit to an old friend

Dear dragged me to the doc today...

super unwell

Am feeling super uncomfortable nw... had bread bt stomach is still growling... feel like vomitting any time...tummy aching as well argh... just hate this feeling...this useless tummy of mine is just so beyond cure...

Contemplating…and so near to my dream…

After conducting research in LV and Gucci… I can’t decide which to get yet… the price difference is quite high… i must choose carefully otherwise it will end up sitting in my cupboard throughout the year…

this was my initial choice but it’s not practical to have it just on handheld… i prefer a shoulder bag…moreover the price went up from 900 to 1070 since December 08…

this is nice but super ex… it’s 2440… however the leather is solid… maybe will get it when the price drop ba…

initially Dear like this.. but it’s a little small and priced at 900 however it’s quite common… most people are carrying it….

after browsing ard i saw this… and i was 85% sure to get this already by just spending additional 400…

PS: this is definitely not impulse buying.. I've been working so hard for 4 yrs and finally I'm so near to my dream nw…

sick again

shurrly is sick again.. hw many times must this happen in a mth... i've been on and off with sore throat... cold... flu... fever... cough... duh...

Dear picked me from work and we had lunch at AMK hub... finally we made it there after a week.. lol.. Pepper Lunch seems to be our usual hangout place if we are heading to AMK hub...

so tired for the both of us...

gonna turn in nw and hopefully will wake up in the evening to do a little of my dissertation..

mocking at a bitch in my dream

time passes so slowly... waiting for baby to knock off frm work... another hr to go...

had a terrible nightmare this morning and woke up at abt 4.15am... the dream was abt something that I wouldn't even want to do in the world of reality...

people in the dream are Dear, Mummy, 大舅母, ah boy, Mess and bitch...

Went to 大舅母's hse and apparently Mess was staying there somehow... he was very sick lying on the bed and I was there to kind of take care of him... Dear was ard the hse as well and helping me out... [tat's him in both world, very 大方... ] Suddenly bitch appear and apparently she was invisible to us...we know of her existence but nobody even care to speak with her... She tried to hold on to Mess but he was too sick to even look at her... mummy , 大舅母, ah boy and one more lady was playing mahjong in the living room.... as I was abt to leave the hse ah boy asked me why am I leaving so early and so my reply was: "since she's here, there's no need for me to be ard anymore"... there was a small argument in the room and it became a nightmare when bitch came out frm the room and gave me a slap... [when i was awake, i said this to myself :"damn, if this ever happens in reality, i'll make sure she pay for the evil things she has done to me "]

my hatred towards her is so extreme that i even wanna mock at her in my dream...all thanks to this bitch... i've been slapped twice in my entire 25 yrs by this man...i've nvr fought with anyone before... and if tampering with my life is wad she do best... try me once more...it shld be quite exciting...lol~~

well... afterall i still believe in karma.. when they have decided to do the evil stuff they shld be prepared for the worse to come in their life... cursing and swearing at them will only waste my saliva...let heaven punish them for their evil-doings will be the best and at the meantime enjoy my life with my darling...

i'm blessed with this man who is super doting and nice...i'm contented with my life with you baby...can't wait for our short trip to come... it's another 41 days away...i'm sure that it's gonna be a memorable birthday for me..love ya...

very HARDCORE shurrly

haha took this test "how hardcore are you?" my result is VERY HARDCORE....


well, dun be deceived by my looks... when i've decided on something you can kill but you can't stop me...esp for things that I think is best for the situation... lol~~

Mentor Love

I Love my mentor... always discuss abt things with her... though there are some things that we noe it's wrong for me to do... but she'll nt stop me from trying and will go along with me if i'm afraid to do it alone...

rest rest rest

Finally am getting my fair share of rest.. tired as it may seem..

Received an SMS from Onno Boots.. our regional director… surprised and lost for words.. how encouraging it can be when during down times and u receive an sms from the biggest boss in SEA

Found this song that I particularly love but damn, cant find that lyric…

I Wanna -

Was watching TV last night and came by this advertisement on Family… imperfections… i totally agreed with wad the wife said and i feel it deeply… the snoring… the movements on the bed… at least i know he is still alive and breathing…

Everytime when it’s time to change bedsheet, the thing i detest most is this….

YES, the knots of bolster cases… good thing dear always tie it up for me… hehe… i will never learn hw to do it well.. never in this life…

baby, though our thoughts are almost the same but with our differences… u complete me…u need not be perfect cus i’m imperfect…i’ve never felt like this before… our love seems mature and stable… it's always the little things that keeps a relationship alive...if i can still remember wad happen when I was 4, i guess there's alot of things in life that i'll nvr forget...

happy...

feel happier with my eyebrow trimmed...

went to Jil Beauty to sign up for a eyebrow trimming package for only $50 for 10 sessions.. their usual is $15 per session lor... even if the shop close down someday... at least it's not much of money to lose... talking abt tat i'm finally almost done with the spa package hehe.. at least not wasting too much money...

the next 2 days is finally a rest day for me from work...i'll still haf to struggle abit for my dissertation... cant find that 灵感 to write... hai...

finally can find time to use my SKII eye mask...

I’m Pregnant~!!

Yes I am….

dreaming… lol….

Don on my white dress today with a grey cardigan… patients, doctor, passer-bys… thought that I'm pregnant… gosh…. patients asking me how many months… and i stunned for awhile… nurse telling me the floor is wet instead of dear who walked in front of me... uncle holding on to the lift door for me to enter… lol~

but i seriously like this dress but dear say it’s too revealing… hmmm… well well…

went to pay respect to Papa after clinic, sweet darling drove me there…. asked Papa a few qns and yes dear, u’ve been approved… for now… hehe…

went Novena Square and Velocity to shop abit den proceeded to  TTSH to visit dear’s sis… she’s so weak after her operation and yet she’s joking… wanted to talk to her but nothing came out of my mouth…i guess i am shy.. (-_-:)

took a “DO YOU LOVE YOUR BOYFRIEND?” test on FB the other day…
and dear… see see… told u…

Outdated photo at Fairmont Hotel

Ms Anna finally uploaded these on facebook.. hehe..

night out at St. James Power Station

dinner @ mahattan...

went to st.james, start from Dragonfly... dun like cus it's Chinese Ah Pek songs... proceed to Boiler Room... not bad the music makes one move... last to Power House... that's where things went crazy...

had chivas and vodka lime... saw some secondary school friends... everyone just dance the night away....the feeling was high at the dance floor...the lighting was crazy & joyce got drunk...7 of us were dancing with joyce in the centre as she can't catch hold of herself... oh my... it's just so...chaotic...

she was super high after drinking the chivas shot... and it got worse on her last drop...

carried her home, wash her, bathe her, waited on her, stayed till she start salivating (no more vomit).... finally we got home by 5 am... had a nap and nw am gg to work again... lol~~

1st night of drinking

went to my mentor’s plc to celebrate julie’s birthday… gush down 4 shots of tequila… and went blank…

before everyone arrive… raiza and myself hid upstairs to make pork chop and had our private dinner.. hehe… see wad she did to that poor pork chop marinated by CK….

Reuben’s cute toe socks… lol

   

Julie and her famous Ardobo (filipinos’ stewed pork & chicken)

  

was all stoned after the drink… walk the rest to the bus stop and stayed at Raiza’s place till dear came to pick me up after his shift..duh~ i’m just too pampered….

freaks day

this is such a not-so-good day for me.. argh...

complain complain complain...

"i'm not angry with you just your company..." (then put down that farking phone...)

"i know u are trying ur best but.... " (then shut your gap, u know i'm trying)

"... y didn't u call back when i left messages?" (out for meeting whole day, who am i suppose to speak with when she's not in the office, **fiak**)

" i'm calling from *N* Vietnam, can u track this..." (wad is that freaking-obvious email id for ... )

wtf... in the end i'm still the one listening in and clean the shit and affecting my call performance...

was chatting with Reuben and felt better when he told me that we belong to the kind of people who needs to work dblly hard for wad we want... conclusion :: we're not lucky ::

Days full of him..

i know it was tiring for him to send me to work in the morning right after his shift and picking me up for dinner after my shift... and then proceed back to work after sending me home... i'm grateful for what you have done for me dear... Thanks and a big ...

HUG~~!!

our "shouldn't-be-meeting-so-often" week (since our schedules were so jam-packed) turns out to be "still-seeing-each-other-almost-everyday" week after squeezing out all the time left... hehe...

was on our way to AMK but due to my blurness ... we end up in Woodlands... good thing dear is not demanding and we went for Ichiban Sushi instead... it was not bad but quite salty...

steamboat session~

went joyce's hse for steamboat ytd...it was great... spicy enuff... no photos cus we were too busy conquering the food...

Nah wanted to go Hougang Mall to get bread so we tagged along... in the end... in less than an hour each of us spent almost $100.... got a pink stripped polo tee for dear, a top and a dress for myself.. hehe... i love the dress most becus it's angelic and sexy... will take a pic when it dry... dear looks good in tat polo tee too... eyeing for another one from **** ***** (secret) hehe..

dear's not home today... miss miss ~~
every single call frm him makes me a happy ger... hehe...

a fruitful day...

after massage @ TrueSpa... we shopped ard Takashimaya while waiting for buds.... went ard Gucci, Coach and LV... finally decided on 2 things that I want... hehe.. dear wants me to wait till May... so we shall just wait and not get impulse...

but when we arrived at the gantry before heading to the Cheesecake Cafe, the carpark fee is $22.90... almost fainted...

Red, Blue, Yellow, Orange (the color that is a part of our name)

head towards ECP again... and the 4 of us is crazy on the ride...

Wong before the ride...

after the ride...lol~~

Decided to end the day early, since my "good friend" is here and I'm damn tired+sick, darling is feeling uneasy after the massage...