No CNY Mood

Dunoooo for wad reason... there's no festive mood this new year...dun even haf any idea wad theme to dress this year...

Finally decided to buy 2 dresses... lol~~ realised lately tat I've been trying on tube dresses... and they are mostly WHITE...tried one tat actually pushes up my boobies as if it's like my wedding dress... omg... but too bad... there's not enuff breathing space so we have to let tat go... but i'll be back to get it soon... hehe...cus i've decided to invest in my sports gear...he is supportive of tt... dun want to get back to 6mths ago... i've stop telling myself "It's ok to be fat..." nw I say "do something for the dresses..." hiak hiak hiak...

天天想你
TRUST THE LOVE
INSIDE OF YOU
HAVE FATH IN OUR DESTINY

忽然很想你 你未完成的爱情
那天你说
有一种爱值得一起努力
我的心 天天在等你
给我未完成的记忆
想念是我们的限时信
也给了爱情氧气

飘着音乐的屋子里
听你借我的CD
在数位相机里
有几万画素的回忆

忽然有点想你
你今天 快乐吗
忙得开不开心
窗外的云也往你的方向一路飞去

平凡无奇的星期几
等着日剧的结局
当寂寞IS KILLING ME
想念你给我的鼓励

谁也没有忘记
讲过了一年以后
我们约在这里
那个日期
让我的心一直暖暖的
oh baby时间一分一秒
向前走心却在你的城市里
身边虽然没有你可是我有勇气

Blessed Shurrly...

Has been meeting up with him non-stop... and it's not a 1-way thing which makes me feel really happy abt it... I can feel it very strongly... In my previous r/s, I was told straight in the face tat i'm the only who wants to meet up and not vice versa...guess anyone can feel the sadness i felt back den...

no matter wad... i've come so far... and I dun wan to be back to where I held on tightly for the past 9 yrs... I dun wan to be treated like before by myself or another person... I am firm abt wad I really want and I will not drag if I can't feel it anymore... I've my lesson learnt...a very unforgettable lesson in r/s that I have nvr tot it will happen to me...

Will be gg over to his side to 拜年... abit nervous... (>.<)>

Another good news is...

I found my date this V-Day~~!!! yeah....

Cus he found it from the same shop I went and it was the last set ~~~~~~~~~~~~~

101

it seems like we've got 101 reasons just to meet up no matter how tired... hehe...we will just have that 默契 to meet up using the same reason in mind... maybe some ppl will say it's coincidence only... but we had tat situation several times and it seems like it's fated...

I'm no longer uncomfortable ard him anymore... hopefully it's a gd thing...

memory is failing on me... i cant remember wad events I have in March.. but somehow I took leave for that day... duh~~~... anyway... am gg to Penang soon... hehe.. quite happy abt it... but somehow drat to go cus nahnah cannot go... my intention is to go there to chat with her...at the same time feel like gg out to take a breather...contemplating again...argh....

Is He A Keeper?Is he Mr. Right? Or not quite?

This test is quite good.. it made me realise how much i've missed out and now I've gotten myself the almost perfect guy...

Your Results
You Scored: 8/10

What your score means:Congrats! You've found a real sweetheart whom you can trust, love and feel safe with. But you also realize that, alas, real life relationships aren't as simple as happily-ever-after fairy tales, and it takes lots of communication, trust, compromise and learning about each other to keep the love and passion going strong. Keep communicating, be encouraging and never take each other for granted. You look like you're made for each other – go for it!

Find this & I will be your date...

Just like before.. I told him: "if you can locate my office, I will meet up with you" and yes, he did... in an efficient way... so I text him this today

"Find this and I will be your date for vday..."

Breeze

Went for a badminton session and felt good... it has been some time since I last went for exercise... dear suggested to get a pair of running shoes when he heard that I'm going for badminton.. hehe.. in the end we've gotten our favorite : Adidas Aderios Breeze

Super light weight and comfortable...he has been making the effort to make the best out of me... which made me a happy person now...

Had a small talk with my friends... they were encouraging me to go ahead and love once more... give it all out again since this guy is so sincere....

Roller Coaster

There's a roller coaster ride in me again.. I just can't help it... I guess I'm in love again...


I have a lifetime full of hopes and dreams
I thought I seek true love but it's never what it seems
I've been broken but I know how to survive
Somehow I always keep my dreams alive

But I wasn't prepare for the feelings I would find
The first time that I had you for the first secure to mind
The love that I've been waiting for all those years
Was holding on to me and easing all my fear
Every part that I ever prayed has been answer in a heart beat
My spirit want to sing every time we meet
Now my only fear is that it's too good to be true
Every dream that I ever dreamed
Is coming true in you

I have a lifetime full of hopes and dreams
I thought I seek true love but it's never what it seems
I've been broken but I know how to survive
Somehow I always keep my dreams alive

But I wasn't prepare for the feelings I would find
The first time that I had you for the first secure to mind
The love that I've been waiting for all those years
Was holding on to me and easing all my fears
Every part that I ever prayed has been answer in a heart beat
My spirit want to sing every time we meet
Now my only fear is that it's too good to be true
Every dream that I ever dreamed
Is coming true in you

Some sort of connection what a wonderful surprise
Change my life direction with the look in your eyes
You've always been a part of me I just didn't know
Now I've finally found you and I will never let you go
Every part that I ever prayed has been answer in a heart beat
My spirit want to sing every time we meet
Now my only fear is that it's too good to be true
Every dream that I ever dreamed
Is coming true in you It's all coming true in you
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Met up with his parents for the first time on 01/01/09 ... the very first day of 2009 ... his mum is lovable... felt like hugging her when I chatted with her... and his dad sound so cute when he played with Xavier.. hehe...was quite anxious as it wasn't planned.... but finally the first meet up is over....
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Went prawning on New Year's Eve and... i've caught many many of them wooohooo....and we bbq them on the spot... it was nice and crunchy... we drank... we smoke... we party... we camera-whore... it was fun when things turns out well even unplanned...